Monday, May 21, 2012

help me through these all

Proverbs 3:5-6 'Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths"

Philippians 4:6-7 'Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.'
应当一无挂虑,只要凡事藉着祷告、祈求和感谢,将你们所要的告诉神。神所赐出人意外的平安,必在基督耶稣里保守你们的心怀意念。(腓立比书4:6-7)

The first quote was the one that had comforted me during my past big exams years ago.
and the second one was an encouraging msg that my 2 sis in Christ reminded me yesterday and today.

I've been slacking spiritually especially since this year, too absorbed in my worldly encounters, too focused on my worldly problem and the changes in myself (mostly bad ones), that I forgot to look up and realised that despite many difficulties many changes, the Creator, my Abba Father, whom I once trusted so much, remains the same.

I know I failed to trust God with all my heart, and I always seek to understand things my own way, I know I'm a person full of worries, worrying more than praying, I know currently I'm pretty dead in my situation, not confident at all for tmr and for next week, knowing how little I prepared and how little I rmb, spending most of the time feeling stressed and tired about clinical problems etc..
But one thing I also know, the same God who took care of me and made me sailed thru ever since I started schooling remain the same sovereign God who sit highly on the throne above, exalted above all things.

I'm not sure how tmr will come about and I'm not sure how I will perform next week, and I will defo be nervous beyond understanding on June 1st.
But right now I can only call out to You, rest in You and let Your will be done. Amen.

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