Tuesday, February 8, 2011

myprosucks

This time I've tried almost my best, read up, did what I can in the lab, consulted a lab tutor and a clinical tutor... But, what did i get?

Being criticized for having too many rest seats on the planned failure tooth(which is of course suggested by a clinical tutor to prevent food packing and to make thing easier if we do end up losing that tooth); Not being able to realize that it's an eight instead of a seven (though I've been charting it since last time and the mouth's been shown and no other tutors ever corrected. Thanks for pointing it out, really, but to say that I'm graduating next yr and if I cant tell and also cant opt it out fr design is to fail, that's not helpful).

U said by looking at me u'll know if I understand what u were saying or not. Stop acting like u know me so well when u dun. assume is just making an ASS out of U and ME.
Although towards the end of the session, u said i've done quite a lot today and i've done well after u shown me, i still think that i'm progressing very slowly under you and i dont reli get u most times, at least i duno how to improve anymore, and that sucks

I used to like pros, at least to hv good expectation about it. Been suggested by my dentist that it's an area to be pursued, done well in my course units so far, i was even happy once to get u as u r left handed.. but to reach this stage and to realize that i suck in it, not knowing wat u want and how to improve is reli a big turn off...

ok, end of emo post.. not gonna give up. u're trying to teach and u r happy when ur students did well...thanks to my clinical partner who is always by my side helping and supporting, a few of my grpmates who've been kind to me and one of u who was less nice but that helps me to understand that a fren in need is a fren indeed

and above all, my heavenly Father, i thank You that in times like this, You remind me that Your grace is sufficient and Your approval (which Jesus has achieved by dying for my sins) is all i need. i shall continue to work my best and to rest in You.