all the more reason

to study hard now!!!!

was very demotivated before, always nervous and worried..no mood to study and in denial all the time.

today initially tot it would be a bad day when pt called to cancel his appointment one hour before my tutorial which is one n a half hour before my clinic!

my group tutor was emphathetic and supportive and even suggested to talk to a consultant next week regarding this patient so that i dun hv to struggle with time to make another session to see him, awww <3 my fav tutor

was feeling abit down cos potential bridge just flew away, when u desperate even a half unit means alot (or can make up one if can make 2 cantilever to replace one molar??)

and very nervously went to see the tutor in charge of crown sign up, so so scared, like before exam, cold palms and palpitation (literally), and our sign up is this fri, it will be too late if he gonna say anything extreme to me.. but he said he's gonna sign me off provisionally and wanted me to show him my crown card again next month when i see this 2 other patients for crown. fiuhh. reli reli hope nothing will go against plan, and at leaast for now, i can say, i see hope again.

been receiving supports and helps from tutors, frens, coursemates, directly or indirectly. now it's down to me, must get over myself and reli work hard!