Saturday, September 18, 2010

just another reflection during the weekend

- went for a raya gathering by msd this morning as a minister came... good food, yummy, esp the lemang and kuah kacang...listened to his talk about 1 M'... someone asked, if so, why not abolish all the ch' school etc and oni have a keb' school... let me ask u, why dun u abolish the hak keistimewaan me'? then the whole nation will be equal and we don't have to feel scared and try to defend ourselves (sorry not intend to offend anyone but i think as long as we have different status and diff right, it's hard for us to be 100% united)

- met a few other scholars of the same sponsor and also one of the sponsor person in charge there, stil yet to meet the new guy who took over, hmm... somehow brought back the memories of pre-departure, what i expect to be / how i wish my student life can be and the reality now.. time to be more motivated and give my best for the final 2 years...

- met 2 freshers (same country, same course with me)... one jpa and one fama... one of them has parents over, asked alot of questions, well, they are worried, like most parents do... i feel old, they are so young and their life in uni has just started..

- din expect to see her everyday from the beginning, and din expect the impact of poison can be so deep... but guess i become more and more greedy, which is not good, should be grateful and contented, so wil try to be rational while stay poisoned... try to focus while stay poisoned... okeh, this wil be a motivation, to do well in my study.. actually she's not a poison, she is a good thing and a blessing in my life :)

2 comments:

iamlz said...

that j*rk study so much and so high in the UK but still have that katak bawah tempurung mentality..

Alex said...

who is that giving the speech? but i agree with u =/