remorse

sometimes i still feel that whenever i tot of the possibility of having another kind of life elsewhere BIG SIGH

morning

these 2 mornings, i realised that my bowel activity is back to how it used to be when i was in London. Hope it lasts! so 5 a day is defo important, tho i did it the first morning but not the second, nevertheless, shall make sure im not lazy! ^^

manage to solve a sudoku that i din manage few days ago, it gv me a sense of satisfaction ;))

p/s: why o why rain everyday, it's hard to dry the laundry

peace and happiness

I guess in order to be happy I need to recognize the source of true happiness and look upon the One who can gv me peace beyond understanding, but does sitting on the fence help?

trying to move on, accept what I cant change, and change what I can, I guess.

ahhhh chiuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

one of the many reasons i miss uk:

i think the weather and the dust in malaysia hate me, my old disease is back, ah choooooooo everyday.. and oredi had 2 bouts of flu since im back, in less than 2 months, gahhhh

and yesterday i sneeze non stop whole day, today slightly less but stil *worried*

miss my room in london

a lot of times i just wana SHOUT.OUT.LOUD that I.CANT.STAND.YOU!!!!!

the past

i tot with time things'd changed, people'd changed, but why do the ghost of the past keep haunting me?