a very hard-to-be-explained concept..
there's nothing wrong with me.. or is there?
certain things never changed..
when can I carry out what I intend to?
when can I stop being shy and say out loud?
when can I be convinced that "I'm more than conqueror through Him (Jesus) who loved me" and live out the truth?
isit the environment or isit me?
ok, now i blame the pre-exam syndrome.. whatever...
p/s: can I go back to 19th August, enjoy, and then start my new term with fighting spirit? the answer is no, so life goes on.. there goes..
Showing posts with label my heart speaks. Show all posts
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Friday, September 17, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
rainy talks
10.08.2010 (tue) morn, 雨后天晴
1) Heard an unexpected knock on the door, it was R, my flatmate since I moved into my new flat. A germany exchange student. He’s leaving for home today. He left some stuffs in the kitchen in case I would like to have any of them. I was touched. Didn’t expect him to even think of leaving them for me (just slightly more than a stranger to him) before throwing away. So different from my immediate neighbor who is also a germany exchange student (also quite frenly but cos I suspect he used my cutlery and plate twice and left them unwashed till the day he left @.@).
Thank you, R, and I’ll remember you. Although we only have a short time living under the same roof, if only I can know u longer. Here are a few things to remember:
- I remember the first time I walked pass ur room when u just arrived. U walked out of ur door and introduced urself. The second time I was accompanying a friend to find another friend in ur flat. U saw me and came out to introduce urself again (not remembering u did that before). Haha. Third time afta I moved in. u saw me in the kitchen. U were topless that time but u walked out again and put on a shirt. 4th time in the kitchen again. I was cooking. U asked me if it’s ok for u to cook there as well, so cute. And u even wipe down the stove afta using them, a good househusband next time xD and u rmb now that im a dental student. And u didn’t introduce urself again xDD
I’ll definitely think of u again when I visit germany. Or when I see your look alike in church. Wish u the very best in life.
And again, I hate myself, why do I always hv to wait for ppl to be nice to me first then only I regret for not being able to do anything for them in return?
2) Called aunty and had a nice long chat with her. She’s turning 70 next year. Omg. Lord pls dun take her away from me yet and gv me time to spend a better life with her when I graduate next time. Aunty said I'm ‘lao shi ren’, so guy who is like this suits me better. Oh dear.
3) Yesterday was by far the most fruitful day since my hols started. Went to L’s for sock puppet making. Made fren with H, a Korean, and saw her Korean housemate for the first time, H2. both are so typical Korean look with single eyelid.
So hilarious, the process of designing sock puppets, laughed non stop. Was late for my optician appt when i was on my way and called to reschedule.(yes, not good with time management at all, see what hols has got me into, laziness and nonpunctuality) Eventually went there and got myself new prescription and a pair of contact lens for trial. The lens are good, so comfy wearing them and so clear. But so hard to remove them as well, scared the hell off me.
Optician appointment: why both who checked on me (the eye test and contact lens test) are asians (like those in my class) ?? what happen to angmoh?
Bad news, both sides increase and was adviced to update my glasses @.@ that bad??? The last 2 summers din increase lei.. Guess should stop abusing my eyes with series >.<
Evening (drizzling, AGAIN)
1) went to this chinese shop to buy some bihun.. Had noticed this kinda-cute counter guy a couple of times and today he finally talked to me. Asked me which of the bihun taste nicer (i noticed too they have the other brand i used to buy from chinatown last time in store recently). well, honestly i duno but because of the country of production so I trusted one more than the other but of cos i din say so, din reli cross my mind due to the unexpected conversation. And, do I really look so Chinese that he spontaneously speak mandarine to me assuming i know?
2) talked to this other flatmate, perhaps the only one left now just now.. afraid that i mixed up and took his plates.. well, why do i hv to initiate a conversation after we've seen each other a couple of times?
1) Heard an unexpected knock on the door, it was R, my flatmate since I moved into my new flat. A germany exchange student. He’s leaving for home today. He left some stuffs in the kitchen in case I would like to have any of them. I was touched. Didn’t expect him to even think of leaving them for me (just slightly more than a stranger to him) before throwing away. So different from my immediate neighbor who is also a germany exchange student (also quite frenly but cos I suspect he used my cutlery and plate twice and left them unwashed till the day he left @.@).
Thank you, R, and I’ll remember you. Although we only have a short time living under the same roof, if only I can know u longer. Here are a few things to remember:
- I remember the first time I walked pass ur room when u just arrived. U walked out of ur door and introduced urself. The second time I was accompanying a friend to find another friend in ur flat. U saw me and came out to introduce urself again (not remembering u did that before). Haha. Third time afta I moved in. u saw me in the kitchen. U were topless that time but u walked out again and put on a shirt. 4th time in the kitchen again. I was cooking. U asked me if it’s ok for u to cook there as well, so cute. And u even wipe down the stove afta using them, a good househusband next time xD and u rmb now that im a dental student. And u didn’t introduce urself again xDD
I’ll definitely think of u again when I visit germany. Or when I see your look alike in church. Wish u the very best in life.
And again, I hate myself, why do I always hv to wait for ppl to be nice to me first then only I regret for not being able to do anything for them in return?
2) Called aunty and had a nice long chat with her. She’s turning 70 next year. Omg. Lord pls dun take her away from me yet and gv me time to spend a better life with her when I graduate next time. Aunty said I'm ‘lao shi ren’, so guy who is like this suits me better. Oh dear.
3) Yesterday was by far the most fruitful day since my hols started. Went to L’s for sock puppet making. Made fren with H, a Korean, and saw her Korean housemate for the first time, H2. both are so typical Korean look with single eyelid.
So hilarious, the process of designing sock puppets, laughed non stop. Was late for my optician appt when i was on my way and called to reschedule.(yes, not good with time management at all, see what hols has got me into, laziness and nonpunctuality) Eventually went there and got myself new prescription and a pair of contact lens for trial. The lens are good, so comfy wearing them and so clear. But so hard to remove them as well, scared the hell off me.
Optician appointment: why both who checked on me (the eye test and contact lens test) are asians (like those in my class) ?? what happen to angmoh?
Bad news, both sides increase and was adviced to update my glasses @.@ that bad??? The last 2 summers din increase lei.. Guess should stop abusing my eyes with series >.<
Evening (drizzling, AGAIN)
1) went to this chinese shop to buy some bihun.. Had noticed this kinda-cute counter guy a couple of times and today he finally talked to me. Asked me which of the bihun taste nicer (i noticed too they have the other brand i used to buy from chinatown last time in store recently). well, honestly i duno but because of the country of production so I trusted one more than the other but of cos i din say so, din reli cross my mind due to the unexpected conversation. And, do I really look so Chinese that he spontaneously speak mandarine to me assuming i know?
2) talked to this other flatmate, perhaps the only one left now just now.. afraid that i mixed up and took his plates.. well, why do i hv to initiate a conversation after we've seen each other a couple of times?
再见
歌名 ：你现在好么？
歌词：
[ti:你现在好吗]
[ar:傅斯彦]
[al:你现在好吗]
[by:习]
你现在好吗
作词:郑暖译作曲:傅霖
编曲:郑暖译
吉他:陈辉权
演唱:傅斯彦
凌晨两点了还守在电话旁
这是你离开我的第二天
我和你一样都在爱情里受过伤
夏天也会感到心寒
所以你决定离开这里
去寻找你要的港湾
别担心如果没有你要的
我等着你
你现在好吗我想你了啊
外面世界精彩又无奈要保重自己啊
你现在好吗你还记得吗
有个傻瓜会在电话的另一边
陪你到永远
所以你决定离开这里
去寻找你要的港湾
别担心如果没有你要的
我等着你
你现在好吗我想你了啊
外面世界精彩又无奈要保重自己啊
你现在好吗你还记得吗
有个傻瓜会在电话的另一边
陪你到永远
你现在好吗我想你了啊
外面世界精彩又无奈要保重自己啊
你现在好吗你还记得吗
有个傻瓜会在电话的另一边
陪你到永远
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