Happiness

where are u?

category

sometimes u just hv to categorize ppl and group them in different groups, inevitably, as you only share some memories with some people

Memories

some memories are unerasable, you always 'feel' it

i miss u london, my student life and europe

i can swallow a pig

i think i've become grumpier day by day at work, recently
even i notice that my assistant oso changed her tone when talking to me, more serious, and more polite
perhaps my grumpy note scared her :P

- sc*** this foreigner, i pitied ur condition, but u dun blame it on all malaysians, esp those who tried to help u, at least appreciate them, imagine everyone ignored u, u wil b left to die alone
- sc*** this technician, u may hv a thousand personal reasons and excuses, but pity those patients who had to be sent back due to ur unfinished and late works
- sc*** this driver, who had no respect for his 'boss' and colleague, waving to them to come out as if they are little kids
- sc*** the stock, we always dun hv enough materials, equipments and even medications to work with
- sc*** the targets and the new rules, when they keep increasing but our resources keep reducing
it's simply 又要马儿好，又要马儿不吃草

p/s: but the oni pig i wana swallow is the cute little one who can sing and dance 

a clip that never failed to move me

was looking through some vids on youtube and came across this clip, a clip that i first came across in my first year. a senior recommended it to me, and since then everytime when i was having a bad bad time, when i was at the most heartbroken time, i would listen and watch the clip and be comforted
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA

that clip also reminded me of a passage from Romans 8:35-39:
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered."
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. :)

office politic?

missing truthful and faithful human relationship and friendship, aih

Happy 2013

so much has changed in a yr, last yr this time, i was back from a trip from a pretty place with a very lovely travelmate, and back to the place i called home for the past 5 yrs and people i lived with and cared for.

this yr, im alone sitting in my rented room, watching movie and missing my past good life. So much had changed, im a working adult with responsibilities now, i might not like everything that had happened to me, but i hv the responsibility to find my happiness.

May this year be a good and healthy year to all whom I cared for and myself and may God bless every one of us abundantly.

christmas

i miss u, christmas;
and i miss u, white christmas

i miss

despite getting used to the life now more and more each day i still miss UK life so so so much :( i guess ntg can replace that

new phase of life

officially started this,
a reminder to self:

MUST NOT FORGET TO PRACTISE ALL THE GOOD THAT I HAD KNOWN

the road not taken

mixed feeling, hope this is for the best

hypocrite

though i pity the way how u live and treat ppl, but urghh stay away from me i dun believe in waht u were saying

人生

如梦但非梦

omo omo omo

task for today probably is running up adn down to letterbox til office hour ovaaaaa :SSSSS

oh no

this power drill from somewhere above been disturbing my hearing and peace since morning, for 2 days in a row, pls stop arrrgghh im gonna be deaf soon!

a better life

stil cant adjust
i want a better life and wil continue to hope for one

weird attitude

was waiting around at a corner,

saw a middle aged man, buying pears, he digged and digged, perhaps looking for the best, and then as he continued digging, he coughed, without shielding his mouth etc, just coughed straight onto the pears, then after a while I still see him digging and searching, and then he accidentally dropped the whole top tray of pears onto the floor, he picked them up back into the tray and left them by the side, and I saw in his trolley, there were only about 4 pears...

then while waiting at the cashier, I saw a cleaner, holding a mop in one hand, and trying to peel the sticker on the floor with another, such a hard worker I thought to myself, who would have bothered about that sticker, it seemed a bit difficult to remove the sticker (actually a price tag) so eventually he gave up and continue with his floor mopping, I saw a tissue in front of him and thought oh is he gonna pick it up, he didn't apparently, he used his mop to cover it, wow a new tactic i tot to myself, and with a swift movement, 'mopped' it to the bottom of a nearby cashier counter, the tissue considered cleared...

清晨的翅膀

主耶和華 祢已經鑒察了我
我坐下 我起來 祢都已曉得
我行路 我躺臥 祢都細查
祢也深知我一切所行
我舌頭上的話
祢沒有一句不知道
祢在我前後環繞著我
按手在我身上
這樣的奇妙 是我不能測透
祢的至高 祢的尊貴
是我永遠不能所及
我可以往 哪裡去躲避祢的靈
我可以往哪裡去逃 可躲避祢的面
我若展開清晨的翅膀
飛到地極 就在那裡
祢的雙手也必引導我
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3k2n8KtiQLI&feature=related

no one can understand another person completely, yet You alone know us all, inside out, even more than ourselves :)



p/s:
耶和華啊，我舌頭上的話，你沒有一句不知道的。你在我前後環繞我­，按手在我身上。這樣的知識奇妙，是我不能測的，至高，是我不能­及的。(詩篇 139:4-6)
我若展開清晨的翅膀，飛到海極居住， 就是在那裡，你的手必引導我；你的右手也必扶持我。(詩篇 139:9-10)

the thing with them

never before
never will be
never wanted to
so be it

a call

a surprised and inspiring one ^.^ which gv me new insights into work and life, thank you!