Happiness

where are u?

category

sometimes u just hv to categorize ppl and group them in different groups, inevitably, as you only share some memories with some people

Memories

some memories are unerasable, you always 'feel' it

i miss u london, my student life and europe

i can swallow a pig

i think i've become grumpier day by day at work, recently
even i notice that my assistant oso changed her tone when talking to me, more serious, and more polite
perhaps my grumpy note scared her :P

- sc*** this foreigner, i pitied ur condition, but u dun blame it on all malaysians, esp those who tried to help u, at least appreciate them, imagine everyone ignored u, u wil b left to die alone
- sc*** this technician, u may hv a thousand personal reasons and excuses, but pity those patients who had to be sent back due to ur unfinished and late works
- sc*** this driver, who had no respect for his 'boss' and colleague, waving to them to come out as if they are little kids
- sc*** the stock, we always dun hv enough materials, equipments and even medications to work with
- sc*** the targets and the new rules, when they keep increasing but our resources keep reducing
it's simply 又要马儿好，又要马儿不吃草

p/s: but the oni pig i wana swallow is the cute little one who can sing and dance 

a clip that never failed to move me

was looking through some vids on youtube and came across this clip, a clip that i first came across in my first year. a senior recommended it to me, and since then everytime when i was having a bad bad time, when i was at the most heartbroken time, i would listen and watch the clip and be comforted
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA

that clip also reminded me of a passage from Romans 8:35-39:
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword?
As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered."
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. :)

office politic?

missing truthful and faithful human relationship and friendship, aih

Happy 2013

so much has changed in a yr, last yr this time, i was back from a trip from a pretty place with a very lovely travelmate, and back to the place i called home for the past 5 yrs and people i lived with and cared for.

this yr, im alone sitting in my rented room, watching movie and missing my past good life. So much had changed, im a working adult with responsibilities now, i might not like everything that had happened to me, but i hv the responsibility to find my happiness.

May this year be a good and healthy year to all whom I cared for and myself and may God bless every one of us abundantly.